Terrible weekend for a terrible week.

I really hope 2008 won't be as bad, as this first month was until now. I came home for the weekend, but I'm already sick of it. My parents are just numb, I can't even talk to them about anything. I wanted to meet some of my friends, but I blew it, and now I feel bad about it too. I literally feel, that I'm going to be sick. I want to go back to my flat. Not that I like there so much, I just want to get away from here...
I really don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Sometimes I feel, that I just want to hide away from everybody forever. My life is a mess... and I really don't know what to do about it.