One memory

I always loved watching the construction machines as a kid. Funny, I've never been a car-fan as a little kid, but I really liked watching excavators and grabs in work. My grandma lives in front of the railroad station, and we spent long hours watching the watching goods trains getting filled with stuff using a grab machine.
I remembered this sweet memory today on the way home. I took the train home, since we have holidays on Monday and Tuesday, so I went home to my parents from my flat. One station is under construction. I had plenty of time to take a photo.

I took it from the train. Somehow I felt that I could watch this machine work for hours...

My sister's boyfriend proposed to her. It scares the sh*t out of me. Not because I'm 3 years older than her, and I'm the one who should marry first. I know tings doesn't work that way...
It's because I'm loosing her. Nothing will be the same again. And I don't know how to deal with that... I'm not ready. My world is slowly falling apart around me.